At the purest moments of my new life, I fear the car wreck. The two of them clipped out unaware and unexpecting by a truck with a blind spot - a rental, guy with a map sending my life into a trajectory doomed to the eternal churning of loneliness and memory of them together smiling at each other over and over.
12:01 PMHow to make it to hell and be an asshole
Track 1: Don't think about religion.
Track 2: Think about it, pray until you are moved and get saved, then ignore it and feel superior to those in Track 1.
12:41 PMHe is faithful.
I think there is one big thing that I, along with the rest of the human race, can't really understand or justify. Most people think that the concepts of justice and "fairness" and all that are core principles that must be upheld.
And mercy doesn't make that core value list because it isn't fair to give people things that they haven't earned.
There is one shining example of mercy in the world, and his example of allowing us into His kingdom is the basis of all real understanding of adoption and what it is that I need to do and feel as we do this together.
04:12 PM