April 19, 2008

I can't do it. I can't heal her, or make the hives go away or make her ears stop hurting or make her fever go down - I can't. I couldn't take the tubes out in the NICU or stop them from drawing her blood from her tiny little foot and I couldn't stop her crying. I couldn't create her, form her, start her growing. It is all on your borrowed strength.

I ask you now for focus, for purpose, for planning and guidance in leadership. I can't do this alone, but I know that I'm not.

04:32 PM