December 19, 2005

So, I haven't written in a good long while. Looking at the archives it appears to be a long time (6 months maybe). A few comments about how I feel about this:

- The fact that I think that 6 months is a long time is messed up.
- I haven't really been 'writing' in the sense that when I stop things happen that are different (the fan club disbands, riots, etc.)
- But to me it makes sense -> once I started writing I never really stopped in my head; I have just stopped writing it down
- And this is depressing because it means that those 6 months of my life (if I write about them) are effectively gone or stale in my writing (if I write about them).
- And this makes them seem more interesting, secretive
- And my use of bullet points is criminal, really.

Anyway, I'm posting a bunch of stuff from that 6 months that I sent myself over email. For real.

04:06 AM part of a balanced breakfast