February 24, 2003

Versions

There are different versions of me. Depending on who you are you will see me at different angles, in different lights, differently. Part of this is you, but mainly it is my reaction to you.

With you, I am all-knowing and serious. I get the job done and am aware of all that goes on around me. I am constantly learning and ahead of the curve.

With you, I am bitter, quick to anger, annoyed constantly, on the verge of physical violence often.

With you, I am young and inexperienced, feeling my way around without knowing what is going on; looking for advice but never asking for it.

With you, I am smart and funny. Healthy and relaxed in a nice sort of way. I am closest to my version of myself, what I am like when I am alone, when I am with you. But maybe this version with you is a little better than when I am alone, because of you. I like this version of myself best, and that is why I like the version of you that I see so much.

February 24, 2003 12:57 PM