February 06, 2003

Haunted

I am haunted this morning by the memory of a passion in a dream. It was a girl, looking very familiar, and I was talking to her and laughing, everything was great. No sex or the option of, just conversation, me trying to impress, her playing the game and impressing me.

I wondered off and came back and met her boyfriend. They started to leave and I continued talking to her, asking questions like where are you in school, etc. I asked her what she was studying, what she wanted to be, to achieve, and she told me again; I realized that I had already asked her this before, and I was embarassed and didn't listen while she told me again, too ashamed, I had messed it all up.

Then they left and I went back inside, taking a long slow drink from my glass.

February 6, 2003 02:35 PM